After I fessed up about my tortured relationship with technology, several emails landed in my inbox from other moms out there who find it difficult, at times, to put email, Internet, texting, blogging, etc. in their proper place.
Technology allows moms to multitask like never before.
An email from a reader explained it this way: “You have observed in yourself and other moms what many of the cognitive psychology people are observing and trying to inform people of – that multi-tasking is incredibly inefficient and no one realizes it because people have a natural tendency to overestimate their cognitive capacities (think texting and driving) and think that they can handle it all. It’s hard not to do and we have to do it as moms, but there’s only so much attention to go around, so something’s gotta give.”
Technology is necessary, ubiquitous, and offers limitless information.
Technology makes us feel less isolated.
Sally Thomas had an excellent post related to this. She wrote, “I wonder about time spent staring at a screen for any reason. Obviously I do it, and I’m really not gearing myself to stop (relax, O faithful remnant). But it seems to me that it becomes a kind of pseudo-routine which supplants real routines, which of course are the bane of the acedic. I get up in the morning and check my email, for example — before and often instead of saying the Morning Office. A problem? I think so. I spend half an hour writing away at my novel, and then half an hour glancing for a second at Facebook. A problem? Well, it’s not like I have half-hours to throw away.”
*And for those of you who don’t blog, don’t care about technology but just happen to occasionally like to see only the most flattering photos of my kids, I promise to return to my regularly scheduled content soon. :-)
Jessica H. says
I'd just like to add something about feeling productive as a mother. I find where technology really gets dangerous is not only when it takes the place of doing the tedious mothering/housekeeping tasks (which I personally let slide way too often but I try not to worry about it), but when it takes the place of playing, truly playing, with your kids. It's easy to sit at the computer or phone and only be partially engaged with what your kids are doing, but at least sometimes, they need you (being fully present) to get on the floor, be their patient when they're playing doctor, be their audience for the puppet show, be a guest at their tea parties. Playing with your kids IS being a productive mother, although there's nothing tangible to show for it. So don't let the phone, internet, etc. get in the way of that special time kids don't get enough of these days. My hippie, Le Leche leader mother had a poem hanging in the kitchen when I was growing up that now hangs in my kitchen: "Cleaning and scrubbing can wait 'til tomorrow, for children grow up we've learned to our sorrow, so quiet down cobwebs, dust go to sleep, I play with my children 'cause children don't keep." I'm sure this could be rewritten by someone cleverer than me to incorporate our modern devices that take us away from our children. Just a thought. Thanks for bringing this issue to the forefront, Kate; I think lots of people, not just moms, struggle with this.
Kate Wicker @ Momopoly says
Great point, Jessica. I love that "hippie" poem. Here it is in its entirety (I keep it saved on my computer as a reminder of just how fleeting this time with my wee ones is):
"Song for a Fifth Child (The Value of Values) "
by Ruth Hulbert Hamilton
Mother, O Mother, come shake out your cloth!
Empty the dustpan, poison the moth,
Hang out the washing and butter the bread,
Sew on a button and make up a bed.
Where is the mother whose house is so shocking?
She's up in the nursery, blissfully rocking!
Oh, I've grown as shiftless as Little Boy Blue
(Lullabye, rockabye, lullaby loo).
Dishes are waiting and bills are past due
(Lullabye, rockabye, lullaby loo).
The shopping's not done and there's nothing for stew
And out in the yard there's a hullabaloo,
But I'm playing Kanga and this is my "Roo."
(Lullabye, rockabye, lullaby loo).
The cleaning and scrubbing will wait till tomorrow,
But children grow up, as I've learned to my sorrow.
So quiet down, cobwebs;
Dust, go to sleep!
I'm rocking my baby,
And babies don't keep.
Sally Thomas says
Thanks very much for the link, Kate, and for posting the poem, which I'd never seen. I thought this a lot about my fourth child, though I wish I'd known she'd be my last. If I had, I'd have made more of an effort to think it more.
Melanie B says
I know sloth is a big problem for me. And yet, like you say, Kate, it is really impossible to just unplug. The computer is necessary for so many aspects of my life. My one attempt to fast from it for a week was really not successful as I realized that I did need to be online at least a little each day. But my problem is I can't seem to find or create appropriate boundaries for myself. I've seen many people suggest the rules that work for them: setting a time limit, setting certain set times of day. I haven't been able to make them work for me.
I also realize that some part of the issue for me at least is that after each of my c-sections I am pretty much stuck in my chair for hours, snuggling the baby and putting my feet up and trying to recuperate. It is so tempting to disappear into the world of the internet to avoid the mess and frustration of not being able to do anything about it. And then I build bad habits that are so hard to break when I don't have that excuse.
I know I feel better, the kids respond better, are happier, when I step away from the computer more frequently getting down on the floor to play. But it's finding the self-discipline to do so that is so hard.
Isolation is a huge part of it too. As an introvert it really drains me to get out of the house to have play dates, library story time, even visiting family. It's exhausting just to get to the grocery store and Target. Really, just being with three little needy people all day drains me. I need time to recharge my batteries if I'm going to be able to play with my kids. I'm not sure I can add more outside the home activities to our schedule without going crazy. And I don't know anyone locally becasue we've only lived here for a year. And I don't have the energy or resources to try to create new friendships right now. And yet I do need adult conversations, intellectual stimulation, mothers to support me, inspire me, pray with me. As much as I struggle to find balance, I keep coming back to the fact that I can't just step away from the mom blogs because they do fill a real need. I wish I had a best friend next door who could fill those needs without being a drain; but I don't and so here I am riding this see-saw.
So back to the initial question: How to avoid sloth? How to find balance? How to meet my needs and those of my kids?
Melanie B says
Coming back to add that what seems to work, on the days I come closest to achieving a happy balance is postponing. I don't let myself get online until I've done the dishes and the laundry and made my bed and said the divine office. Somehow if I sit down at my computer with things already done it is also easier to get up after a shorter time to get more things done. Whereas if I tell myself I'll do stuff after I just check my email real quick, it is much less likely to happen.
Maman A Droit says
I find myself comparing the people I meet in real life to my online "friends" and finding them lacking. I know I shouldn't be so picky, but I think it does make it harder when you know there are people you relate to so well but they aren't geographically realistic candidates for "real" friends. Why don't you live by me? Lol. And I can totally relate to Melanie's sentiment of it being hard to put forth the necessary effort to make new friends when you know you will be moving soon. With Hubby getting his doctorate and now having a 1 year clerkship, I know we will be moving and find myself thinking lazy thoughts about making new friends.
On a different note, I think part of it is a tendency towards overplanning on my part. Instead of just going for a walk, discovering the library 5 minutes away, and reading the hours off the door, I use my iPod touch to google map the quickest directions, then look up the library hours online, them go. I should try to be more spontaneous!
Kate Wicker @ Momopoly says
Great discussion, ladies, and you all make good points. I continue to pray and ponder just how to find balance. I find it's helpful to have an alloted time to check email, go online, etc. I did this during Lent after I had a longer, stricter Internet fast to kick off the season, and it worked well. Now I just have to stick to it, which is more difficult since I now have an iPhone and instant access to email, the Internet, etc.
Maman A Droit, you make a good point about friendships. I've been able to find the "perfect" friends online. These women share my faith, my parenting philosophy, my politics, etc. It's wonderful to have these people in my life; yet, I know I need physical friends – people I can reach at a different emotional and physical level than an online friend. Likewise, I have a lot of real life friends who don't share all of my views, but I consider this a blessing. These friends challenge me to look at the world different, to examine my own beliefs and why I believe them, and to strive to be a wife, mom, person who lives a life of goodness (and doesn't only write about it). Plus, I know some e-friends I've met who think I'd be the perfect friend would be disappointed in the real life version of me. :-) Just ask some of my "real" friends. Seriously, it's far easier to construct the ideal friend online and to be completely blind to their quirks, failings, and humanness.
I am so grateful for this online community I have found. But I know I need to make more of an effort when we move to meet real friends, too. I'm nervous by the prospect, but God is always asking us to step out of comfort zone.
One other struggle I have is inviting interruptions with kindness. For instance, right now my kids are happily playing together (thus, the rambling comment), but if I happened to hear them start screeching and I was finished shaping my thoughts, I'm tempted to become agitated. This isn't fair to them – or to me. This is when all of our stress levels rise. So I have to step away from the computer, from my thoughts, and know that I can return to them. When little ones are underfoot, a lot of your thoughts and conversations come out fragmented. But that's okay. Our mom-friends understand.
Speaking of which, little one just started crying! :-)